haha that sucks.

I'm followed by a fire
It just drags behind my heels
As it scorches my decisions
Destroying what I try to conceal
And I'd give it back for free
If you'd only ask
Except, everyone loves to always
Break my back

I'm followed by a shadow
It's just, yours beside mine
But it, haunts me like a ghost
I try to escape it all the time
Though my, my brain likes to
Lock lips with, toxic glue
And I get, stuck forever with
Someone like you

I'm so sorry because
I just can't trust, when it
Washes over me like an
An ancient rust, and I
I keep forgetting that I
Can never forget, so don't
Be offended when I tell you
What I regret

You know everything that I
Choose to slur, but what I
Really want to say would just
Make it worse
And I, saw this coming before
It showed it's face but I
Know that nobody will ever
Take your place

In my, hypocritical jubilee, I knew
The break inside me would still
Do the same thing as you
You know I can't lie
Except it, aches so much more
Because, I followed you home
And you, told me to go with you
When I, couldn't turn

And I still can't turn
No, I still can't turn
I still won't turn
Away from you